Before I begin, you need to understand that regardless of what I tell you and how much I pour my heart out to you, if you are hell-bent on refuting that God is who He says He is, and Christ is who He says He is… well, nothing I say is going to change your mind. There are so many clear proofs of the truths of God that those who remain unconvinced are “willingly ignorant.” (2 Peter 3:5)
The Apostle Paul says, “For since the creation of the world God’s invisible qualities—his eternal power and divine nature—have been clearly seen, being understood from what has been made, so that people are without excuse.” (Romans 1:20)
King David resolved that, “The fool says in his heart, ‘There is no God.’” (Psalm 53:1)
So I leave it to your discretion. I pray that you will open up your heart and your mind to the truth about God and His Son, Jesus.